So it appears as if I have successfully created this so called 'blog'. I have thoughts, many thoughts, that just spin around in my mind. Some days more than others. The other morning after Kellyanne had awoken 5 times the night before and we don't know if it is seizure related or behavioral, I was dizzy. I knew I needed to clear my head, but I didn't feel like talking about it and my hands hurt just thinking about writing it down in a notebook journal. That's when the idea of starting a blog took hold. My son began one when he went away to school so the idea was obviously not foreign to me. As I was thinking 'do I call the Dr'?, 'do I wait another day or 2 or 3'?, 'do I go back to bed after she gets on the bus'? or what?????? I was, I'll say it again, dizzy!
I'm not complaining ( I don't think), at least that's not my intention. I just need to process on paper/screen my thoughts. Whether anyone ever sees them or not doesn't matter to me. I have friends who have children with special needs and they 'get it' - this indescribable rubber band ball feeling. Do you get it?
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